Only God Knows Why

Teri and I were coming home from a party. We were both pretty drunk. We entered her place and she immediately went to make us a drink (I told you she had a problem). We sat and drank a bit and Teri suggested that we hot tub it before bed. I was tired, real tired, but the thought of a hot tub before bed was refreshing. She grabbed my hand and pulled me out the sliding glass door. “I need to get my trunks”, I said to her. She said not to worry, we wouldn’t need them. As we arrived at the bubbling hot tub, Teri striped naked. I had seen her naked before, but it was when we were young, pre boobs. As she stripped naked, I couldn’t help but gape in awe at the wonderfulness of her perfect body. This was a woman! I shook my head to regain myself. Teri stood before me naked, so beautiful.

She told me to take off my clothes. I said to her sheepishly that I really should get my trucks. She asked if I had ever seen a woman before. I told her yes, and then she asked what the problem was? I didn’t want to seem like a child, so I stripped.

There we were in the Jacuzzi, both naked, both really intoxicated and I for one was really horny. Horny enough to bang my cousin? Never, that is where I draw the line. But Teri would not let up. Teri started to massage my neck and shoulders. I asked what she was doing and she told me to stop being a baby and relax. It felt really good, her massaging me. I sort of slipped out of it for a minute. My mind and my penis where in a struggle. Everything that I had ever been taught or told said that this was terribly wrong, yet my penis was cussing me out telling to tag this fine ass piece of pussy! Fine she was!

Teri was very intoxicated and so was I. The hot tub was making things worse. I began to see double and all of a sudden, like in the movie “Animal House”, I had company. On my left shoulder was Beavis, dressed in a devilish outfit, his hair tall as always. On my right shoulder was “Butthead”, clothed as an angel! “Uh, Huh, dude, that is your cousin”, Butthead said to me! “Umm, you can’t screw her”. Beavis cut in with “Yeah, Yeah, bone her, give it to her, she wants it, she’s a slut, do her”! I shook my head, closed my eyes, and hoped that this would all be just an alcoholic blur. No such luck. Teri now had one hand on my shoulder massaging me and the other around my cock. Beavis was screaming “Yes, Yes, do her now”. I could hear Butthead saying “Our Father which art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth as it is in heaven”. Teri looked so fine, water droplets gleamed off of her perfect breasts, her stomach was rock hard like I like! Teri was fondling me, it felt great, but it also felt so wrong, as much as I wanted to propel myself into that beautiful, bald womanhood, I couldn’t, this was my blood. I knew if I chose the wrong path, I would surely burn in hell.

I grabbed Teri’s hand off of my rock hard cock, and grabbed the other and pushed her back. I gave her a kiss. Not the tongue in mouth kind, but the “you’re my blood” kind. I told her to snap out of it. Her eyes glared at me as if I had just rejected her. I told her that as much as I wanted to, I just couldn’t. “This was wrong”, I said. She began crying and buried her head into my chest. I comforted her naked body until she finally came around. She told me that I was right and thanked me. I suggested that it was bed time and that we should talk about it in the morning. She agreed. Her naked body got out of the hot tub. I was second guessing my decision, as she toweled off. She turned to look at me and said, nice cock. She then disappeared into the house. I sat there in the tub wondering if I had made the right choice.

The next morning when I went to talk to Teri about it, she acted as it had never happened.