The letter "S"

I saw this over at le chat qui a peur’s place. Thought it was different from your ordinary “tag” so I played along.
This is how it works: Comment on this entry and I will give you a letter. Write ten words beginning with that letter in your journal, including an explanation of what the word means to you and why, and then pass out letters to those who want to play along.
Le Chat gave me the letter “S” (go figure) – easy enough right? Ok here I go…..
Sunshine – Ever since moving to the Midwest I find myself missing the sun. I hear arguments that “At least you get all four seasons” and Blah, Blah, Blah. I will take the sun over the four seasons any day. The feel of the warmth upon your skin is something that I miss. Even when the sun is out here in the Midwest it is either too cold to feel or enjoy it or too humid to want to try.
Stacy – She was the “first” and to this day the best chick that I have ever known. After about a month or two of dating she confronted me and asked if I was attracted to her. I assured her that I was and she then asked why we hadn’t “Done it” then. Believe it or not Mike was once a shy lad and I had to tell her that I had never “Done it”. I’ll never forget the look on her face or the way or ways she showed me how to “Do it” from there on out.
Sickness – I have recently been battling “sickness”. It is funny how one day everything is fine, you’re planning the weekend and stuff like that. In the next instance however everything changes and none of that matters anymore. I have made my peace with what it is I have to deal with and I am facing it head on. Everything is going well and I soon hope “sickness” will not be a word I think about daily.
Sister – Me and my sister used to be close. Real close. Now I rarely hear from her and when I do she is distant and will not let me in like before. She has pulled away from the family and content on not knowing what we all are doing.
Spontaneous – This one word could describe me. I hate planning. 99.9% of everything I do is out of spontaneity.
Selfish – As much as I deny it, this is how I often come across. I try to explain it away as I just do not give 100% of myself to anyone, but I know deep down inside that I enjoy the fact that I can hold some things in, all to myself. It is probably the main reason my relationships have always failed. I am not willing to change and I rarely compromise.
Spiritual – I have battled with right and wrong and the whole higher power theory all of my life. That is one thing that I never talk about. I have strong opinions of what is real or the truth and most people I meet are too closed minded to comprehend or even consider what I am saying or my theory might have something to it.
Sell out – Something I could never be. I am true to myself and the people I choose to let in. I do not follow the current trends or do I try to impress. Not my Style.
Stones – Probably the best Rock and Roll band man has ever seen. They are in the final leg of their journey, but I was raised on them and have been listening to them for as long as I can remember. I have seen them now live thirty four times. The first time I saw them live was at age eight.
Sex – My passion. I often think that I have a problem. To date I have never met anyone with such a passion and drive for sex as I. Most guys, they say think about sex every thirty seconds. For me it is more, it is a constant thought and everything I do and say revolves around sex. People always try and down play it when I tell them this, when I try and explain. But the one’s that see first hand are in awe and often frightened of just how true it is. Not love, not emotions, not relationship, just sex.
Wow, that was deep. Come and get your letters